27.1.10

It's true. I'm a bad girlfriend.
I love you, so much. I love you I love you. But do you love me as much as I do?
I don't want to fight anymore.
I am tired.
I am sad.
Why are you doing this to me.
Why are you scolding me.
But I love you.
I love you a lot.
But do you know.
No I don't think so.
I love you a lot. I am repeating.
I don't wanna fight.
I don't wanna do this anymore.
I'm always the one giving in.
I suck. I am a bad girlfriend. bad attitude.
You also told me that.
I tolerate.
But I am going to explode anytime.
You are sad, I'm not. ha-ha.
I am lame. That's what you told me.
You asked me don't message you.
You ask me go sleep.
You say I'm weird.
You say I'm damn ridiculous.
And I don't think it's fun.
You told me you will be always by my side.
When I cry you'll lend me your shoulder.
When I have problems, I will tell you.
But.
Will you listen.
I want you so much.
But.
I don't want to hurt myself anymore. not again.
I see your true colors.
Everything I do, you'll just hate it.
Bye.
People change. Why?
Just wanna tell you that, I love my 3 girlfriends....
Sigh.
Going school. And I don't wanna think anymore. Tired of crying.